I’ve been married for almost four years and with my husband for almost nine years. He is my complete opposite but we go together great. I can’t imagine my life without him. He is the father of our two little ones and I wouldn’t have chosen anyone different.
Last July we found out he has a heart condition. It’s called Wolfe Parkinson White syndrome and it means he has an extra electrical valve. So his heart races fast and slows right down. It simply doesn’t beat properly or pump blood properly. It was a scary weekend last July that he spent in the hospital.
Now we got the call that he is to go in the hospital this week to have this valve burned off. There is a small chance he will need a Pacemaker if they burn both valves by accident. And I of course dwell on the bad. I am a constant worrier and I can’t seem to help it. I don’t show my worrying around my kids but it’s always there. Especially in the dead of night as I try to sleep.
I can’t imagine my life without this man. He is the best part of us and the best daddy to our kids. He works hard and always finds a way to support our family. I try to appreciate him always but some days love gets sidetracked by kids and mundane household chores.
If you read this, please think a good thought or a little prayer for my soul mate. He means the world to me. He is the love of my life.